Poetry
Four poems
As I Go Out
A coffee cup fills and empties
Is it sad or ready?
The sun rains through
the back window
The plum tree
showers its old leaves
a quiet song
not saying anything
There’s a kind of ash
in the air, a crush
of all that’s fallen
autumn’s fecund sigh
I am looking for my coat
my keys
A rosella lands on a low branch
I hear its parrot banter
as I go out
The door closes, the sky opens
Will it rain? Some day
The birds know where the sun
and clouds go
A coffee cup will not
tell me anything
It sits on the bench while I leave
without looking
The poem also holds its word
at the beginning
of the day
without saying anything
now, or yet
Sleep. Wake. Between
Some tired nights are just a put-on for sleeping
if wake-ups sometimes unfurl in uppercase bold
or wallow in triggering charades or hectic sense.
Shuttling through dreams and their unruly debriefings
I’m pieced together barely, as a funky slippage told
with an addition of madcap or cryptic interest.
But sometimes a tender morning is more austere
after the half-tones of a bad night that holds
a memory, a dazzle, of coupling in a glance.
Or if there’s a yield too barbed or piecemeal
it amplifies the early light jagging across a fence.
The Next Song
After listening to Satie’s Gymnopédies No. 1
why doesn’t the rain appear happy
what is a better word than no
who has failed at a door
why does tonight taste like grit
is “slow and sad” an invitation or a result
how long can a voice tremble
could the next song contain everything
how ancient is a day
why does the sunlight flicker like tears
what is a better word than yes
Set-ups
The century hides its crimes in a desk
or broadcasts them on an app.
Sorrow surrounds you like
a parenthesis.
The dark was a pinhole
but it is still a fright.
The garlands say so.
The alphabet writes “ignominy”
but makes no comment.
Skulls shape the ground
around the bombed hospital.
All the toys are spread out in the rain.
This article was first published in the print edition of The Saturday Paper on July 5, 2025 as "Four poems".
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